Monday, May 12, 2008
Well,Life has been like a roller coster ride to me.I've been sheding tears in this past few months.Sometimes,i feel i'm so stupid to cry over him.But what can i do?I really love him.He's the man i've always thought i will want to settle down with.But see now.What happen.Yes,i hope there's a turning back.But,it will takes time.He's busy with his stuffs.And i'm busy with my stuffs.But seriouslahh,I can't like move on with another guy after him.Idk why.Even contact2 ngn laki pun,tetap aan la jgk aku ingat sebelom tido.
Aan,why should you do all this shits.Why now?Why when i'm so in love with you.
When when i put so much hopes on you?I feel so cheated you know.You're everything i wnt in life.
But sadly,you betray me.Not only you.My own fren betray me too.How can u do sucha thing?I'm not provocking your personal life.But you did it when u're overall still with me.Why?Tak cukop satu puki?Ke da jelak?Tapi,why my own bloody fren?Yes,i should go on with life.But i want you.I only want to spend the rest of my life with you.
only god knows,how much you really meant for me.
Only god knows,how much i love.
I love you babylove.
7:45 AM
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