Friday, May 30, 2008
sayang,get well soon.
i'm so worried.
get well soon b.
i love u.
well,no point keeping this as a secret.
somehow people will know i'm in love with aby.
so what.nk ckp ape.korng nye pasal la k.
tk kuase la nk dgr .
AAN is sooo my past.
ABY iss soo my future.
GETTID?
=]
and yea,not forgetting,i've cut my fringe.
mcm rupe siyal okay!
okay da.gd nite ppl.i wanna sleep.
and enough of online shopping.
lame2 bankrupt jgk aku.
B.CEPAT BAEK!
DA BANGON KOL ATAU MSG K B?
HAHA!
CYGGG KAU LA BUCUK!
I love you babylove.
3:58 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
he did this.
and,i give this in return.
see baby,i apprieciate every single thing u did for me okay.
seee.how sweet he is
i love u sweetheart.
and,its not a lie.
gahh.i syggg u laaaaaaaaa bucukkkkkk!
I love you babylove.
5:59 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
things are hard now.
it seems you're not trusting me.
aby,all i want is you.no one else.
if only u knew,what's inside my heart.
haix.i've been loving you all this while.
it seems so hurt when u did'nt even trust me.
maybe,the feelings i have for u is just not the same towards ur feelings.
maybe,you dun even love me.
forjust one time,trust me.
i love u.
I love you babylove.
1:12 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
My life is such a beauty now.I currently loving my life.Y?All because of HIM.
org tertentu jer tau sapeee eh!Heeeee.Yes,idk la.Its like i'm totally in love.
Currently video calling with him.Yea,he's singing and gahhhhh.Da 2 hari tawwww tk nmpk or bbl ngn dierrrr!i feel so much better when i see him.Lepassssssssss rindu u know!Darlingg!
g laa baek cpt2 okay.I saddd okay tgok u sick.GAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Tgok laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.aku dilamun cinta nieeee.MCM MANEEEEEEEE NIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
aku jmpe kaw,aku gigit2 boncit2 kauu okay b?Haha!Cuteee laaaaaa u nieeee.
BABI BABI BABI.asl nie kauuuuu cute sngt nieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Okay,thanks for making me be myself back once again.yea.eversince the break up
with the FUCKER,life is like omg,i so can't describe it.the painful and hurt.
Justt one thing,i fear of losing someone i love.And,currently,its YOU.
okayyyyy.da.nk dgr nie dier nynyi.lagu fav aku.
seeeeeeeeee,i'm smiling again.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
PS; i love u ***
I love you babylove.
9:00 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i'm soooooo gonna chage the whole blog.
no more aan.
and yes,
lasr but not least,
I'm in love.
*DROOLS*
I love you babylove.
2:02 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
well,i think i've move on.haha!
not truly move on laa.but,i THINK.
idk why,every time i talk or chat with him,i'll smile like EVERY MINUTES AND SECONDS.
and esp when he sings,like ohmygd.i swear i'm soooo fucking cair.
everytime when he smile or talk,i'll smile also.
seeee how much i'm so in love.
but nadia!dun give much hope pls.
i dun wanna get hurt again.yes,i just broke up with aan.
who cares?aan move on already.
why can't i?
serious ehhh.mcm dekni laen ahh.
aku lau chat ngn org atau bbl ngn org berjam2 eh,mcm mendak gler babi taw.
tapi dekni,cume tuhan saje la yg tau betapee suke nyer skali aku bbl ngn dier.
and only god knows,mcm mane la aku nyer ghairah tunggu dier online hari-hari.
keje pun,dierr jek laa aku ingat.
mcm apeeeeeeee nieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
haiyoo.
i hope this will not be the same as those other guys who cheated my feelings.
i really hope so.
ehkkkkkkkkk,i syg u taw!
=]
I love you babylove.
11:32 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Well,Life has been like a roller coster ride to me.I've been sheding tears in this past few months.Sometimes,i feel i'm so stupid to cry over him.But what can i do?I really love him.He's the man i've always thought i will want to settle down with.But see now.What happen.Yes,i hope there's a turning back.But,it will takes time.He's busy with his stuffs.And i'm busy with my stuffs.But seriouslahh,I can't like move on with another guy after him.Idk why.Even contact2 ngn laki pun,tetap aan la jgk aku ingat sebelom tido.
Aan,why should you do all this shits.Why now?Why when i'm so in love with you.
When when i put so much hopes on you?I feel so cheated you know.You're everything i wnt in life.
But sadly,you betray me.Not only you.My own fren betray me too.How can u do sucha thing?I'm not provocking your personal life.But you did it when u're overall still with me.Why?Tak cukop satu puki?Ke da jelak?Tapi,why my own bloody fren?Yes,i should go on with life.But i want you.I only want to spend the rest of my life with you.
only god knows,how much you really meant for me.
Only god knows,how much i love.
I love you babylove.
7:45 AM