I'm damn bored right now.everyone in this house already sounds asleep.seriously,what i did from just now was smoking..smoking..smoking..I miss having mushy talks with dearest papa.I know he is tired after a long day of work.Fyi,my relationship and him has become more stronger each day.Serious sey,everytime we fought,the relationship became more and more stronger.I no longer have the feelings of jealousy and stuffs.coz,i know he loves me.ONLY ME.no one else.Every minute i spent or even talk with him,is the greatest day.He always make my day.Wake me up early in the morning before he go take his shower and all.I've started to make him breakfast,as mummy always told me to take good care of the guy you love heart's.Every morning,his smile makes me go lala.Every time we kissed,i feel like i'm on top of the world.I feel so special.Even only special to him,i feel that i'm being apprieciated.I'm glad things are back to normal.Oh ya,before i forgot,i would like to share the day on saturday the day he surprised me.Well,I was actually lazy to go out.No money and all.He said he will be waiting for me at Orchard mrt station rite?Haha.He was actualli waiting for me under my block.With a bouquet of roses.I was smiling that part of time.He's never been this romantic before.We took a cab and headed to the place he wanted to bring me.Haha.He actually force me to put on my earpiece and put on the fullblast of volume so that i can't hear where is the place.After few minutes in cab,I fall asleep.He woke me up when we reached the place.To my surprise,he brought me to the place where we first met.Sweetness.We sat there and there he goes saying all the sweet words that i've never ever heard from his mouth.
''Mama,ingat tak tmpt nie?Yg first kite fell in love?Hehe.Papa tak sangke kite akan lame mcm ginie sey.I want this to be the memorable place.Papa ingat lagyk,kite senyum pt each other pt sini.Hehe.Papa ingat tau mama.Mama,tadi kn papa ade tulis surat kn?Tuh betol ikhlas dari hati papa.Papa sayang mama sorng aje.Tak sayang dier.''
I'm so touched,I cried and hug him.Even its just a common place,I really apprieciate the thing he did.Papa,all i want you to know is that i love you deep in my heart.Only you who is exists in my heart.Yes,i know you are still worried about my ex,niezam who actually still loves me.But seriously,its you that i want.Not him.Even his love are still there for me.I will never leave you and go back to him.I know he has the looks and education,but the love,just can't compare what i have for you.All i want to say is that,I LOVE YOU.AND I SWEAR ITS TRUE.don't ever leave me okay sayang?Hehe.Muacks!Sayang papa!
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