Sunday, November 4, 2007
i miss those times i'm happy with hym.i really miss the old aan i knew.i miss the cutest and the most loving and plus the most caring boyfriend i have.i just got to know that his friends are more important rather than me.yes,i'm totally hurt.as u know why?since he mixed with them,he changed.to the worst.he even dare to go out at night.that is why la now,he tknk tido snie lagi.he nk tido tmpt dier.haiz.after wat we went thru all this while,he still do this to me.lyke how could he.pls uh ey.kalau kawan-kawan kau lagyk penting,pegi ah pt dorng suroh baek kan sakit kau.guys are stoopid.they take girls for granted.what you people think girls are.TOYS?aan,aku bukan permainan kau bolei bodoh-bodoh kan.aku bukan pompan sundal kau nak fuck and go.aku bukan okay.its been 14 months and yet, the trust and the attitude still the same.i've tolarate enough.yes,aku tak penah mintak break pat kau.but dun be surprise if i do.aan,i do love you.i love you more than anithing.u replaced atok in my life.the most important and the most i loved in my life. u replaced him.god send u to me to love you like how i do to atok.atok,how i wish i can be there with you on your world.i hate being here.i'm hurt atok.u were always here for me atok.now,the one i depend on changes the way he is.and i have no one now.aan how i wish u can be like atok.until the last breathe of hym , he still find and look at me and then he go.how i wish.u could do the same.how i wish u can apprieciate me.every single thing in me. YA ALLAH, berikan la ku kesabaran untuk menghadapi sumua dugaan ini.berikan la aku semangat ya allah.aku amat memelukan bimbingan dan pentunjuk dari mu.AMIN.
I love you babylove.
10:50 PM
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