Saturday, October 6, 2007
indeed.he cried.he cried infront of my face.he read those things i've type in here.he cried as he hurt me too much.he realise now.everything gonna be fine baby.i'm so not gonna leave u alone.i'm here sayang.i'm always here for u.i'll be there when u're in need.and that's a promise alright baby.u're not alone.i'm here walking down with u.to share ur laughter,happiness and saddness with.i'll walk this tiny path with you.never in my life a guy shed tears for me.u're the first.u're my joy,my happiness.sayang,no matter how much i've hurt or u hurt me,my love for u not gonna change.i feel so bad whenever u cry.i feel like i'm not a good girlfriend to you.i'm just scared to loose u one day.i care for u sayang.i love u so much.n there is no words or numbers can describe my love for you.u are just too special.too special for me to loose.just now,when i saw u cried,i cried too.i just dun want to show it to you.as i don't want you to cry animore.i cried inside.inside my heart.the warmness of hugs.n sweet kisses.i feel touch.i feel safe.u're just the one baby.n you are the reason i smile.you are the reason i change.you are the reason.no one else sayang.just remember this in mind.i'll love u till the world ends. and nobody can seperate us okay.i love u sooo much.the memorable thing you've ever done for me is being by my side.cheer me up whenever i'm down.u pampered me when atok left me.u're the one.no one understands my feeling like you did.yes,we do argue.tell me which couple don't.but,u'll put that smile and say sorry.n that makes me okay.sayang.promise me you won't cry again okay?mama tak suke la tengok papa cry lagi.mama sayang papa tau!nakmo cry animore okay?u're the one who make me smile every single day without fail.so,duun make mama sad by seeing u cry okay darling?sayang..how i wish i can tell the whole world i love u more than anything else.remember our dreams?make sure u keep ur promises to me okay.disneyland okay baby!huge-huge pooh bear engrave my name and yours okay sayang?dar la.stop being soo mushy-mushy okay.lets blog about later.yea,its already 6.05am.i'm still not asleep yet.going to his house later on.cnferm da abes kemas aku tido mcm pig siak.haha.ee.pap tido mcm babi siak pa.bedengkor sey.lau mama bolei record skrg pt laptop nie.mama record kasi smuer org dengar sey pa.mcm mane nie mama nk sleep.papa dengkor kuat sey!iskk!shhhh.diam laaa papa.shame-shame ey?k la..meh mama kiss mesti papa diam punyer.i noe u already syg.wenever u snore,i kiss n say shh papa.u'll stop.mehh!muackkks!hmm.hmm.n yea.atlast u stop already!i can now go to bed for lyke 4 hours only?gosh.not enough o0kay.fuck.fuck.okay bye.sebelom dier dengkor lagyk.aku p tido.so tk biseng.BYE PPL.
I love you babylove.
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