Friday, October 5, 2007
i just can't wait for tomorrow.i'll be going macpherson n help his mummy out to kemas2 the rumah.n plus,overnight der too.mesti penat punyee kn!so tak puase.*shhh*=x. aan mcm tak pecaye dat i'm gonna overnight at his place.as he noe i can't tolerate hot places.i'm used to the aircon since i was a kid.actually my reason is,i want to feel how is it lyke to have a family lyke his.i want to get used to the fan when i'm sleeping.i'm enough pampered.i'm sick n tired of it.so i guess,i want to build up a new lyfe ahead.i want to stand up by my own n do everything by myself.(i hope so.)as i'm not independent.i can go around without people accompany me.till when i have to be yke dis kn?so,i'm changing.his mum gonna cook my fav dish la sey tomorrow!as she heard me sleeping der.i feel so welcomed.his younger sister,ayun,is also shocked.she even say ''tak penah2 aku dengar yg kau nk tido sinie.selalu aan ajak kau tido sini,kau taknk.kau asl?kene sawan ey?'' haha.shit kn.even my mum ask me.dat silly question.well hey.ppl do change.i want to take good care of his family heart.as i noe they are lyke a part of me. love their half.so i should love them too right?sayang,thanks for everything eu've done for me all this while.
its a pleasure being with you.
although u sucks sometimes,u will never ever forget to make me smile.
my days with you are so special that no one can ever make my day lyke u did.
i still remember wen u held my hands n cried saying u love me more den anione else even urself.
i still remember wen i ask u if one day i die,what would u do.
u said,you will treasure every moments with me.n die with me.
i laugh,i say u lie.
but when i feel the love becames stronger everyday.i started to trust you wat u told me.
every single thing you said,u did it.
u treat me lyke a princess.
a fragile princess with a fragile heart.
whenever we foughtu will just kiss my forehead n say sorry.
your tears rolling down your cheeks just melt me.
every words u utter make me sense of human.
i know i've never treat u good all this while.but when now,i saw the changes in you.
i start to love u more then ever.
n i swear,i want to be the gurl that u will remember for your whole lyfe.
and i will do it.
sayang,the world is becoming nearer.
KIAMAT dah ader tande-tande nyer.
if the world break into half.
the ground break into half.
i want to hold ur hands.
n never let go.
i want to die just beside u.
just lyke romeo n juliet.
yes,people will puke when they read this.
but its all from the bottom of my heart.
perhaps,my close frens will be shock if they red this.
n i noe,in their mind will keep asking.
''SEJAK BILER NIE MEOW TAU PASRAH2 NIE.''
haha.i've change.
aku da jadi minah emosi..
=)))
i love u sygg.
n may our relationship last.
ps;/ whoever try to break us apart,i'll break ur lungs out n kill u just infront of hym to proove he means alot to me.gettid?wanna try?come babey!
I love you babylove.
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