Wednesday, October 24, 2007
hello blogmates!i'm here once again.i miss blogging.well,life has been very sucky.with those problems and stuffs.well now,i got 2 bad story to share and 1 happy story to share.i'm shall start with the happy story first okayy.yes,at last i get to met half of his cuzzin.and almost of them going on well with me.n i'm happy with him.loads of pics.yes,i'll post at the end of the post okay babes.his uncle even say that i'm a good girl,true love come once in life.its just if u know how to treasure it.n so,me n aan smile.the words and every comment they gave is just so making me blush.his uncle in a sudden ask,how if aan go for his NS?i was shocked that he asked me that question.n guess wat i answered.''nadia tgu dier la.dier kn kesayangan nadia.i won't betray him''.n his uncle smile widely.=].i'm just so happy to have the second family like this.and i hope this will last.now,the first bad story.mummy is in need of money or else she'll go to jail.i dun wanna loose her.cibai okay.saper2 yg pinjam duet mak aku kasi alek la siak.part mak aku susah,tkder org nk tolong.bile part mak aku senang,smuer dtg.the thing she need to pay is the CPF money for the workers.within 1 week.i feel like crying when she told me.12,000 for the rent at the raffles shop.4,500 for the pasir panjang shop,6,000 for the CPF, 250 for my school exams,10,000 for the pasir panjang contract.calculate n see how much money needed.300,000 in her bank account finished.how fast.people yg pinjam mak aku duet tk tau kasi alek duet.korng ader masalah beh mak aku tkder uh nie??ya allah,i just want my mum to be safe.i rather loose my life then seeing her suffer.my both younger siblings still need her.dun take her from us.the second bad story.aan lied to me.dier sanggop ckp sumpah demi allah dier tk jmper dier peh ex,sheila.ayun even said it to me sey.she admit that her brother jmpe sheila.wth sey!gals,if u all in my situation,wat would u girls feel.ur own BF meet his EX girlfren without ur knowledge.how could he do such things to me sey.we've been thru for 13 months,i've never ever met my ex without ur knowledge n not even i've met them ! after i met u,i never contact nor see them again.yes,i think its my fault,for not showing my whole lot of love but,that does'nt me u should do things behind my back.i'm just so sad of u sayang.wat did i get after loving you.THIS?i gave u my all.yet,u dun apprieciate me.wat else u want?perhaps,if u want to go on with her again.i will let u go.i rather seeing u happy den keeping things from me.i just can't stand beeing fooled by ur words.again n again.if u want to go with her.let go our own seperate ways.i noe u will read my blog,so do answer my question.for all i noe,its only u i love.n i swear.
as i promised.the pictures.
I love you babylove.
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