Tuesday, July 31, 2007
 
         its early in the morning.i woke up at 7 n prepare breakfast for papa aan.a toast wid cheese.he loves it.i just dunnoe wats inside my mind n suddenly woke up early in the morning,wasting my time making hym breakfast.while talking,suddenly,he checked my hp.n there was one missed call.number not save in my hp.i was shocked.my heart was beating very fast.he called back.he on the loudspeaker.the person answered.it was a guy.MALAY GUY.terperanjat siakk.haha.rupe2 nye.its sarah bf,yat.dier tercall aku.siak uh yat.kau nie buat aku terperanjat uh.suar lu!haha.after dat,i klua la.he said.nadia,kau jgn pandai2 kasi number kau eyh.aku dt tau lagyk satu jantan kol kau.kau siap.DER'S NO MORE US.its lyke.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.ntah laaaaaaaa.guys now adays,their ego r toooo much.i can't stand it animore.aan's ego,make my day go dark.no more smiles,no more happiness in our relationship.it's always me who seek for forgiveness,even its not my fault.which gurl can tolarate dis kind of egos.dis kind of attitude.small amount only.ehk an,aku ckp terus terang ey.kalau kau dpt pmpan laen,aku rase.dorng tinggal kn kau uh.oklah.i noe u're the one who changed me.but i've repay ur kindness.i give u everyting u wanted.even i can't,i will try.wat else?aan,it was lyke 3 years i've wasted my time finding true love.i'm happy dat i found u.i just want u to change syg.i hate the aan now.n another ting.wenever u talk bout ur ex sheila,i will start to avoid u.n i will tink of achok,my first love.after all u're my guy.i love u.n never will i betray u again.is dis karma?wat i;ve did to u or someone else?all dis while in my love lyfe wid others,i dunnoe wat hurt is till i found u.syg,all i wanted to say is dat.dun leave me.i dunnoe wats gonna happen if u left.u're all i depend on.after atok left,u're the one who stayed beside me n fall me to sleep.u pampered me.wenever u sleep at atok's room.i'll cry.it reminds me of atok.syg,i still remember aper yg kite angan2 dulu.u want to marry me.n have babies.u want to make me happy.n no tears in my eyes.u'll never let me cry for u.u want to fufil my wish.u want our honeymoon to be at disneyland.coz u noe i love cartoons.n lastly u said,u want to spend ur whole lyfe wid me.dat was the sweetest ting eu;ve ever said.=(ok da.enough of feelings.i've cut my hair.=)short.

n atlast!i've get rid of my 4 years long hair!=)i have to siap2 now.nk p ikot my mum go check up.takecare loves.keep tagging okay.i love u people alot!babymeow
  
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